hello, are you there?/ long distance.

hello.hello?are you there?

can you hear me?

him:yeh whats up?

nothing just sitting here waiting and painting.

whats up with you?

him:nothing gellin like a melon

huuh. i hate when you say that cuz MELONS dont gel.

him:yeh they do.

whatever.

him: but umm baby lemme call you later.

lately i've been in this love war w/ davarius.

and it sucks i kid you not.its like im never happy

and when i am its wrong timing.

and its like all i wanna do is love him and be in love

with him and for him to do the same.

we havent talked in one whole day. an i know its cause of

me and its because when im mad i try to stay far away from

people so that i dnt say shit that i'll regret.

he said that i was trippin and he asked me why and

when i told him why he ignored me so i ended the conversation.

its so hard to have a long distance relationship or atleast when they're 212.06 miles away and when someones not putting in

their efforts. and its like man dont give up im trying and giving my all can you just PLEASE

give your all and thats all i ask.