Monday, March 23, 2009

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Friday, March 6, 2009

sunshine.

the sun is shining and the weather is nice.
definitely gonna be a GOOD day.
post pics later.

houstatlantavegas.

especially when the lights so bright, and the money so right & its coming in every single night, she don't wana leave & she dance to the song




Thursday, March 5, 2009

completion.

im glad that me and you are back together.
i cant even imagine you or me being with some one else.
and i know that i love you just as much as you love me.
love is needing someone ,love is putting up with someones
bad qualities because some how they complete you
and my love you complete me. you have taught me so much
and i thank you.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

shhh.. continued

"I say what I mean & I feel what I say -
so I mean that I’m real when I say what I say."


im so tired of not hearing what i wanna hear.
dont call me to say whats up. i called to know
how u feel about the shit is going down w/ us, and you know that.
im glad to know that your back to your normal thinking state
and shxt but i want to know whats really whats up.
i was real w/ you so why cant you just be real w/ me huh?
come correct and leave correct. ive done so much to keep you in
my life and so much to please you so what do i have to do
to get back with you?
man stop beating around the bush and say whats really good.
huuh ,baby ,i love you

Monday, March 2, 2009

shhh...

just shut up. thats not what i wanna hear right. now.
to be continued....

better now than ever.

it was good to hear you voice today.

10:47 ,he called.
to ask me why i wanted to be with him
and why should i make this work.
he gave me butterflies and a reason to smile.
all over again.
see.
my eyebrows are really hairy.lol geez.



Sunday, March 1, 2009

damn, you got it bad.


U Got It Bad - Usher

idk what to do .



i pulled this from the old archieves,today after a long days thinking

If you dress nicely, he says you’re a snob.
If you dress sexy, he says you’re a slut.
If you argue with him, he says you’re stubborn.
If you’re quiet, he says you’re stupid.
If you call him, he says you’re needy & clingy.
If he calls you, he says you should be grateful.
If you don’t love him, he’ll try to win you.
If you love him, he’ll leave you.
If you tell him your problems, he’ll say you’re irritating.
If you don’t, he’ll say you don’t trust him.
If you lecture him, he’ll say you’re bitchy.
If he lectures you, it’s because he "cares".
If you break a promise, you can’t be trusted.
If he breaks it, he had to.
If you cheat, he’ll expect it to be over.
If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance.

and to be completely honest its true. more than true.
i just hate how the male mind thinks. i txtd him no
reply back his boy said he'll be back. and i know he'll be
or at least i hope. i dont know what to think anymore.
my mind is so far gone. and i dnt know what to do
to get his attention. someone help. plzzz.cuz i dont want
no body else but him.